inner sanctum

, split my skin, fuck my wounds, desecrate the inner sanctum in which i hide, drag me through the mud, blind my whitening eyes, that i may see darkness in the tunnels ov light, pain i cannot deny, as i rot in this empty shell, swamped in disaffection, introducing to my newborn hell, be it not so!, thou shall see me not in agony, failure was and is no option, 'tis my undying self, the ever wandering son ov the morn, abandoned, yet never to be conquered, i never mourn, i never look back as long as thy phosphoric rays, grant me more pleasure than pain, i, who is evil can receive no good, though i still crave, i'm yearning for, thy healing touch ov grace. pain is timeless, when i question the laws ov god, drowned in everlasting confusion, caress my hate against the mob, be it not so!, thou shall see me not in agony, failure was and is no option, 'tis my undying self, the ever wandering son ov the morn, abandoned, yet never to be conquered, the opponent!, my life's work is complete.