not now

tongue tied, thoughts are restless but i, i've tried to forget this, but i'm so tired tonight, take a breath because i'm so high, i think you're gonna leave me, give me something to believe in if i'm gonna try, i'm sick and tired of breathing when there's something so deceiving in your eyes tonight, not now, deal with it later, right now's just too complicated, it's on my mind but it's not the time, why can't we deal with it later, strung out, i'm hearing voices and they're so loud, a crowd of noises, and i'm too scared to lose, nothing i ever do pulls through - for you, i think you're gonna leave me, give me something to believe in if i'm gonna try, i'm sick and tired of breathing when there's something so deceiving in your eyes tonight, not now, deal with it later, right now's just too complicated, it's on my mind but it's not the time, why can't we deal with it later