relations

, i'm pose to say what married couples want to hear, that i'm content without having a woman's love, to hold dear to be honest, aye cause singleness can sucks to be honest, but i'm expected as man to be silent lets keep it real if we talking, and i ain't never hope to stay in this season, my beef is i ain't ready or seasoned i stand alone on the outside, i'm staring inside from the cement, it isn't cold from where i stand no its freezing, discontent is my weakness, yo i just want lead and taketh upon the life's challenge, taking the cares of just another, the husband of one wife he protects and brings coverage, and her spiritual security, id place nothing above it, standing under, the grace of god no relationship is perfect, its the joy beyond the ship that makes a storm seem worth it, though my effort seems worthless, never mind em on this melody, can a man speak his mind, what is it they ain't tell me?, i guess i'm trippen', i'm seeing shadows of possible future, promises, when you see the life of a trophy you honor it, i see her walk with god it got some others following, but she can be, we can be more just let me polish it, i'm tired weddings your either lonely or gettin' pressured, i'm feeling hot, cool and vicious like i'm salt and pepa, could it be very necessary i'm trying to test the weather, i can feel it hit me every time like its mayweather, going insane, cause a good thing, will i ever find, as the year pass and i wonder, will it be my time, yea, a little man with some big dreams, a big heart with a small check for a big ring, don't write a check that you can't cash, and a promise you made for the rest of your life is more than a contract, i could be so free and do my own thing, a single man can just travel the world, but he'd rather travel, coast to coast, from continents then return waking up sitting next to his girl, i'm just fantasizing, but to be honest, i feel like i was saying all this stuff, i could hear lecrae talking in my ear like, listen. this silly boy silly boy he don't understand what this life really entails, it's not that we don't want you in a relationship naw bro, i promise man its only i don't want to see you fail, cause listen if you fail then she fails too, and listen if you break her heart yea, we kill too, boy get your head down out the clouds go sober up for a while and see that i'm only speaking the truth, you don't wanna be drunken for no relationship following just emotions, just use the wisdom and logic i gave you the door is open, cause wisdom cries out in the masses you listening, i hope you listen, she knocking shes at the entrance, i just want you to count the cost, she don't need boy, she gone need a boss, and you gone have to die, you don't seem to have a cross, cause loving is selfless giving but you ain't gave it all, i see myself in you so many times, the younger me in you ain't hard to find?, but me i took the time, to change to rearrange things that i found fine, there's only hope if you take your time, you gotta take your time, aye man i hear what you saying and it's all good but in reality. bro. it's cool, if you gone listen then listen. i'd rather you tell you me you wouldn't than act like you would, but it's on you, you're a grown man