schizophrenia

, all this pain in my blood man i'm trying to deal with it, i think i'm going schizophrenic, who have i become i don't know and now we're missing, i think i'm going schizophrenic, searching for that love i don't know who i can trust, i think i'm going schizophrenic, i think i'm i think i'm going schizophrenic, schizophrenic think i'm going schizophrenic, i'm trying not to let my thoughts get to me, but they driving down a one way street, i'm dreaming about a girl taking over the world but in the mirror all that i see is me, i been hurt by people i protected, i made mistakes some not corrected, i zoned out on my haters like a lecture, but every time i turn around i'm facing more pressure, where i come from niggas don't know morality, fuck legality my mentality is vitality, lack of normality killing both sexualities i just wanted to make it i'm hunted by actuality like, insecurities are my reality i got a boy that's on the side of me but will he ride for me, i ask myself whenever he's inside of me how come i feel like i'm lost inside of me, like anger depression frustration isolation deception, if i open up to you please don't judge me i want somebody anybody just to love me, it's like i'm only happy when i'm not sober just living life sometimes i wish that it was over, trust who your enemies was once friends of ya i swear this life just ain't me schizophrenia, i'm lost i need directions been running from the truth i'm out of breath i need a second, but i just smile as if it's nothing wrong because until i find myself i'm just a perfect song, see when you feel neglected rejected it's hard for you to ever just forget it forgive it, you live your life surrounded but you still feel alone i'm not at home even when i'm sitting at home i'm not myself any more, everybody looking for me, i'm tryna find my way back, i feel like i'm going crazy, so maybe you should stay back, out of my mind, i must be out of my mind yeah, out of my mind, i'm running out of time i'm just trying to find me,