what if

far from those who know my name, it all starts to feel the same, i'm holding on too tight, knuckles turning white, i find it hard to trust at all, to lose control, but i'm closing my eyes, and i'm letting go, it's too late to turn around, repeat what i've done, what if i put my life into your hands?, what if i put my life in your hands?, and i want the best and i'm thinking something has to give, i want it all, but i'm thinking something else you can give, you owe it to yourself, don't let go, you owe it to yourself, don't let go, we both know that something's there, i watched your back and you felt my stare, but you never turn around, and your voice cut through the sound, struggling to find the air to fill your lungs, you say you're alright but your head's hung, i can see you come undone, cause you know what you've become, what if i put my life into your hands?, what if i put my life in your hands?, and i want the best and i'm thinking something has to give, i want it all, but i'm thinking something else you can give, you owe it to yourself, don't let go, you owe it to yourself, don't let go