when will i learn

woke up in a haze today, i don't recognize this face. what have i become. afraid to open up the door. i can face the world no more. where has my life gone, trying to remember, where did i go wrong?, and everywhere i turn, another dead end street. when will i ever learn, i will land on my feet. i do it to myself, addicted to the pain. when will i ever learn, i've got no one to blame. nothing seems to satisfy, the vacuum that surrounds my life. what have i become. cut myself just to bleed, lost track of reality. i guess i'm on my own. trying to remember, when did i go wrong. and everywhere i turn, another dead end street. when will i ever learn, i will land on my feet. i do it to myself, addicted to the pain. when will i ever learn, i've got no one to blame. out of control i'm spinning away, i just keep hoping something might change. i'm on the edge about to break, from one simple mistake. and everywhere i turn, another dead end street. when will i ever learn, i will land on my feet. i do it to myself, addicted to the pain. when will i ever learn, i've got no one to blame. when will i ever learn. when will i ever learn. when will i ever learn.