novum initium

i came within a whisper, feeling this road is blackening as coal, control the urge to scream and shout, but something keeps me locked out, i know i never let you go, you can't run away from your lies, chasing all shadows - we're alone in the dark, screaming, whispering, here i stand with pain and fear, close to the edge of losing all again, no one cares what i'll decide, only god knows what's wrong or right, i can feel it coming down again and again, a day to day battle between good and evil, this road i remember was ready to pave, but you are a sinner born lost and depraved, you suffered a setback to achieve all your goals, rip out the pages, let your life unfold, screaming, whispering, craving, deceiving, aaah. life is changing to a side you've never seen before, oh life moves on in so many ways, please don't tell me i was always sick and wrong, what i was looking for so long, and any child can see that i am standing on the edge, on the lonely, on the lonely side with a lonely cry, i can see burden, no time for mourning, he can't take it no more, you will try but you will never find the way to carry on, i will burn, i will never learn the pain you put me through, the way i had to go, no way you're ever gonna catch me, no, chasing all shadows - we're alone in the dark, this road i remember was ready to pave, but you are a sinner born lost and depraved, you suffered a setback to achieve all your goals, rip out the pages, let your life unfold, life is changing to a side you've never seen before, oh life moves on, in so many ways, please don't tell me i was always sick and wrong, what i was looking for so long, and any child can see that i am standing on the soil, for a brand new start - novum initium