perpetual black second

trapped in a ceaseless fever of spite, an unending fit of resentment and anger, caught in a moment of unforgiveness, in the snapshot of a hate filled second, the speechless flickering of uncomprehending eyes, -dilated in disbelief, your vacant gaze distorted, twisted in its accusing glare, teeth glimmering in emotional rage, spit of hate suspended in mid-air, bodies strained in fury, devoured by jaws of despair, one single image frame i wish to forget, now replayed in succession of millions, the one second i will always regret, -my hell found in its reiteration, held within the visualization, the continuous rerun of my own violence, a fraction of time perpetuated, by my regretful soul animated, please forgive the evil in me - the darkness within, ferocious, inherent demon. adrenaline gland resident, threatened subconscious snake. repressed into, striking coil, surfacing that black second. ascending with the boil