self punishment

gotta mind gotta fine mind, find out what i'm thinking what i'm feeling, my, confusing living blind mind, no acid pop dreams, lampshade dress me, tripping on greed, my own, delusions, table ready salt skull conversation demand, what's right, lying gold man, emotion complexion feed, your distress, wanting to be, a little nothing, remake everything, don't want me can't stop me everyone, you do is just about dead anyways, fight me tell me, refake, fucked up everything, congressman dead oh, anyways, kill every mother fucker that stand in my, fucking way, fight me tell me, little porno adventure downward nothing, flight this, with me can't conceive this, ill love hate forever not, for better, worse than me dilated darkness, little man, what an image no more breeding, hand on my brain my, little blood stain, no backwards position my incision, pissing blood tears please don't hurt me, you've fucked jive everything, little slut to me just, a wannabe gotta mind gotta find mind