i've been thinking

i've been thinking my life away, my brain is shrinking, and isn't that the funny thing?, how it all works out that way, i've been passing my time by, and now i'm asking myself why, myself why, i've been blinking my views away, never learning from the things i saw today, the past is a scary thing, i have to learn from my mistakes, instead of pushing them away, pushing them away, days go by quickly, the progress stays small, how must longer must i keep on going, before i hit the wall?, now everything, they say, happens for a reason, now how much longer must i keep on going, until next season?, days go by quickly, the progress stays small, how must longer must i keep on going, before i hit the wall?, now everything, they say, happens for a reason, now how much longer must i keep on going, until next season?