only way is up

the first day we met, i sensed a connection, i glare in my eyes looking at your reflection, never thought i'd ever show this much affection, your love is spreading through my body like an infection, words can't describe what i'd do for you, i would lie for you, i would die for you, i was stranded in the cold then you helped me through, these demons in my mind always changed my mood, didn't have a stable home but you let me in, your life even with the dreaded past i've been, one day i wanna marry you and raise a kid, simple kiss of your lips make my heart all bend, i had to make a choice it was drugs or her, dark side of my brain said don't put her first, positivity's a monster the evil dispersed, i'm ready for a change alter ego immersed, i feel the pressure tighten in the back of my spine, if loving you is wrong i don't wanna be right, keep hearing critics saying i was stupid to try, but a star needs all the darkness in order to shine, when i'm about to collapse she's my stabilizer, ride til we die i'm so glad i found her, loyalty is rare she my tranquilizer, very sensitive for the one's around her, what's a movement when there isn't even one to make?, what's a promise when it's something i continue to break?, that was then this is now i'm still sticking with fate, pray to god everyday for blessing my way, my girl my world can't survive without you, permanent forever like a tattoo, we fight we hate we laugh we make up, made it out the struggle now the only way is up, she keeps me eating healthy in the kitchen she's a beast, every night i lay my head right beside me when i sleep, you were with me at the bottom now the only way is up, wanna cherish every moment and don't ever let it stop, life can take you by surprise can't predict where you'll be headed, on the road to armageddon only focus on the presence, time is truly such an essence so make sure that you don't waste it, turn your dream into reality the glory i can taste it, constantly at war with the person in the mirror, running out of time is the only thing i fear, blood pressure boiling someone get me out of here, it's a dark scary place when lucifer appears, despite of my image you were there by my side, didn't take me as a gimmick always ready to ride, the type to mind your business i can see them starry eyes, don't take anything for granted just follow your pride, felt a knife in my back every time i lied, my pen bleeds the truth with every sentence, we looking like 94 bonnie and clyde, won't conduct to no scandal like hilary clinton, only views they'll receive is an album by drake, they ain't walked in our shoes or exhibit the pain, walk a mile in my chucks bet you turning away, when it rained it would pour but girl you remained, i was broke in the gutter not a cent to my name, a bad reputation and a whole lot of shame, your smile's irresistible you answered my prayers, through the thick and the thin never showing despair, we're about to take charge you're my number 1, i'm sorry for my actions the stupid shit i've done, hoping you forgive me and together we move on, we have come too far from our battles overcome, persistent on a mission plus i always had a vision, following my heart cause it was my intuition, confidence has risen like a drug i am addicted, cause without you i am nothing i can't even stand to mention, my girl my world can't survive without you, permanent forever like a tattoo, we fight we hate we laugh we make up, made it out the struggle now the only way is up, she keeps me eating healthy in the kitchen she's a beast, every night i lay my head right beside me when i sleep, you were with me at the bottom now the only way is up, wanna cherish every moment and don't ever let it stop, life can take you by surprise can't predict where you'll be headed, on the road to armageddon only focus on the presence, time is truly such an essence so make sure that you don't waste it, turn your dream into reality the glory i can taste it