led astray

so much time slipped away as if it meant nothing at all - i remember that night, we didn't know it would be our last. but now as i look back, an awkward tension hung in the air. now everything is different. i don't know you anymore, and as we pass in the hall i feel myself weeping inside: knowing that the friendship that there once was has withered to but one glowing ember of a fire that burned so brightly. and i swear to you the times are changing and i swear that you are too. i swear to you that i'm no different, this i swear to you. i think you're well aware, that this path, we've taken is all but fair. with everyday we're led astray and slowly it just slipped away. i am now accompanied by hollowed memories, all of them faded to black and grey. these thoughts they tear me up inside, devour me, consume my mind. i scream at night, rip our my hair, how much more can i forbear?, i swear, this i swear to you, from birth i think we knew, nothing is truly alive unless it dies. and you i think you're well aware this path we've taken is all but fair, with everyday we're led astray and slowly it just slipped away from me.