feel like falling

day outside grows black, i lie faceup in my shell, squeeze my eyes shut and feel like falling into blank space, had allowed that life to drift, for i've chosen a different trail, when light fades, i feel like falling into blank space, so you realized, ingested real life, grew up in the time of pushing through the crowds, so you realized, chose unreal life, settled in the mobile handy pocket size, want to be your light, illuminate your smiles, want to be your cure, bridge between self and us, want to be your prayer, wipe the tears from your eyes, but i turned my back, could have been a tree of dawn, rooted deeply in the ground, bearing fruits far away from falling into blank space, but i took refuge from myself, in the crowded solitude, now i dash and feel like falling into blank space, want to be your light, illuminate your smiles, want to be your cure, bridge between self and us, want to be your prayer, wipe the tears from your eyes, but i turned my back, got lost inside