pull myself together (don't hate me)

pretty mess with a pretty voice, humming in my ear, drowning out the world's noise, such a pretty one, such a mixed up one, i once was lost, then i was found, i want to make things better this second time around, what a precious sound hearing the words, "second time around", how will you understand? as if i would back then, how will they understand that's who i was not who i am?, and i'm not a perfect soul and i'll fall again i know, but oh. i must pull myself together, this is a brand new day, pull myself away from my mistakes, pull myself together, let go and let the waves, just take me, pull me away, and i know for you this must be hard, giving me a second start, i know i'm a little bit late, but please don't hate me. don't hate me, chain of lies, chain of events, the keys are in your reach but not in your hands, you don't have to be a quote "good" unquote, person to be let free, and how will you understand? as if i would back then, how will they understand that's who i was not who i am?, and i'm not a perfect soul and i'll fall again i know, but oh. i must pull myself together, this is a brand new day, pull myself away from my mistakes, pull myself together, let go and let the waves, just take me, pull me away, and i know for you this must be hard, giving me a second start, i know i'm a little bit late, but please don't hate me. don't hate me, so pull myself together, this is a brand new day, pull myself away from my mistakes, pull myself together, let go and let the waves, just take me, pull me away, and i know for you this must be hard, giving me a second start, i know i'm a little bit late, but please don't hate me. don't hate me, the grace you know you're yearning for, is right here where you're at