sleepsick

take time to cut it out of you, blinding scene it's deafening and only cause it's true, words collide and fail at the same time, abandoned by the closest on your side, then left to die, handed your own heart from the outside, i never knew the shadow of doubt would leave without, and i paint a picture of what it used to be, then set it on fire to rid it out of me, rid it out of me, rid it out of me, taste it down and swallow all the black, a reckoning, it's silencing, a finish till the end, words collide and fail at the same time, abandoned by the closest on your side, then left to die, handed your own heart from the outside, i never knew the shadow of doubt would leave without, and i paint a picture of what it used to be, then set it on fire to rid it out of me, rid it out of me, to rid it out, sometimes the glitter, see through and clear, broken vows ring sirens of fear, i never meant to kill us like i did, if it's over, say it's over, she did, i look at my face and what it's done to me, can't live in this space, cause what it's done to me, and i paint a picture of what it used to be, then set it on fire to rid it out of me, rid it out of me, to rid it out