cut in half

bothered and handcuffed, a prayer for sweet release, cause i know this pain, is just the beginning, lie awake, counting sheep like falling rain drops over me, over myself when my heart stops beating, as i, break down, this is crashing - down around me, i expose myself and now i, break down, i keep asking, would you leave me down and out, i'm all alone again, in solitude, completely and totally, fixated on you, lost inside, everything is incomplete, the cost is high, all the pain you gave to me,?, driven by my tendencies, so simplistically sadistic how you push me to the limit, losing myself, break down, this is crashing - down around me, i expose myself and now i, break down, i keep asking, would you leave me down and out, i'm all alone again, i'm all alone, empty inside, there are no happy endings for me, there is no place die, force me back to the beginning painful, pushing me back to the start again, break down, this is crashing - down around me, i expose myself and now i, break down, i keep asking, would you leave me down and out, i'm all alone again