sea of doubts

i told them all the ones i love, i'm leaving and i may not return, see lately i've been overcome, a feeling i fear has just begun, the pain i feel deep inside, that haunts us all that we will die, never really knowing how it feels, to be alive, through mountains and over seas, through misery and disease, a spectator i played my part, but nothing could move this heart, until i held the boys hand, the little one spoke like a man, he showed me death and said, this is how you know you're alive, a kingfisher in flight, you'll rise above the sea of doubts, into a world full of clouds, alive