be here now

i sold a smile today, i said it, i said it, face to face or miles away, i'm in it, i'm in it, i'm trying too hard, i lost myself in the moment, why can't i just be here now?, here now, here now, here now, here now, i'm selling lies again, to make it, to make it, no more surprises when, i end it, i end it, i'm trying too hard, i lost myself in the moment, why can't i just be here now?, it's looking like i lost myself in the moment, why can't i just be here now?, here now, here now, here now, be here now, when i'm in my head, all the things you said, i'm breaking from the inside out, it's looking like i lost myself in the moment, why can't i just be here now?, i hate it when i've lost myself in the moment, why can't i just be here now?, here now, here now, here now, here now