i saw god

man i was sitting around thinking and the smell of mary-j-wuanna leaves was burning a stench, into the ashtray, which happened to be hood of my car--an old beat-up station wagon with the, high beams burnt out. now, as i said i, was thinking. grandma was always trying to hook me, up into going to the big house. she said i'd learn somethin'--somethin' right. she said you, learn some self respect, boy, you learn you some discipline. you think just cause you went to, school and learned you some readin' and some writing too that you're gonna be all right? but i, never really got with it. i don't think i ever really understood until one day my buddy james, came down and he said i got somethin' for ya ands it's something good and you can turn on to, the father. and i said if its all right for my old man then it's all right for me. why, shit, if christopher columbus might have never really set out to really see somethin', if he had, never put some balls into it, then shit i might of started to think the world was flat if it, hadn't been for him, if you now what i'm sayin'. and they gonna come around like this, motherfucker can fly and shit but we really look like two monkeys fucking a goddamn beach ball, or somethin'. 'cause all i saw was the cross and it was the cross before it came down, and i said oh my god. that's when i saw oh, that's when i it all what, that's when i saw what, that's when i saw tell, that's when i it all hell, that's when i saw god, that's when i saw what, that's when i saw