weight

i can't escape this feeling, that no one can see the things i'm seeing, i've been pushed aside, i've been outcasted, please not another day, in this place i'm in, i was left to die, with the left behind, do you feel the pain, burning in my eyes, i know it's not bad luck, just no one gives a fuck, and i can't see past this moment, the lonely feelings overtake me, as i let the pain just fucking break me, let it fucking take me, so now i'm fucking sinking, every day, lower and lower, it's the same old feeling, another year, over and over, lower and lower, how much loss does it take for a winner to accept defeat, how much weight does it take to break the spine of a man on his feet