jkyl+hyd

this is a tale of two men, this is jekyll and hyde, have you ever had a war with your mind? its like i'm two men, tryna' juggle college and money but this is useless, cause either way one of them suffers because of music, telling jussy on the phone, bailiffs climbing windows, tryna' run up in my home and take everything i own, them girls will never know, the choices that i made, all the nights that i pray got aired to the road that i chose, bruv, i'm local to home, making phones calls for dough, i implode or i blow?, but you couldn't buy my attention, its either there or no, you ever spoken to the devil? you'll lose the fear in god, he doesn't come round here, it's crazy right?, how a-judge can give a life and take a life, i nearly died that night, it's crazy right?, that's why you don't get involved when they play with knifes, nah, but let me tell you about my life, i came from a family of 5, if i try to tell my story 'swear down you would cry, but all you need to know is i've lost every single man inside my life, and so i lost my way, it's like who do you follow when your time feels borrowed, and your idols gonna' stray? my words carry weight, it's like who do you follow when your time feels borrowed, and your idols gonna' stray? and so i put my heart in my friends, started writing bars, i was trying to be the hardest on endz', and then we split half of the endz', a few altercations in a week, we lost half of our friends, we was selling draws, and then-a little more, and back then all the girls in the school were busy giving corn, i never had a fresh trim, i had braces, this is for the brudda's in life that weren't rated, started thinking way beyond my age when i hit 17, i had a smile of a child but a mind like i'm 23, i mean 35, i lived a dirty life, around a bunch of man i didn't feel like sherleys guy, and now these clowns couldn't sit with me, literally, i stand on my own like sicily, i've never been known for wifing hoes and twitter beef, i'm tryna' turn green and white to red like italy, i don't need to chat shit my family is active, madness, i've seen death like sign language, and lifes so precious, i don't want wanna die so young, real talk i don't like this pressure, man are still beefing over endz, we don't own this land and we don't like this weather, man are still beefing over money and you're all broke, outside your endz there's a life that better, outside your endz there's a life that real, with a job and a wife that's real, 3 baby mums and a whip, that's fake, leaving your kids that's fake, man you kids so lame, i shouldn't need to say what's real, this is common sense for the man who got their head set straight, i have to state the obvious, youth's move proper sick, trust me these bars are for them mans sake, so listen, now its like dave man you have to blow, cause i've seen pain like nagato, yeah you know my picture, you ain't never spent a day inside my camera roll, thinking about my image, younger donnies' listen, and this message that i'm giving is so easily miss written, i wanna say, leave the beef alone and chase the figures, man, i wanna say, leave the beef alone and chase the figues, but it's never been that simple, when you get em hold the dippers, i'm leading by example, all them little nigga's on that trap wave, jump of it's not gonna run, i don't care about how many doors you got on your car, no one cares about how much corn you got on your gun, man they wanna hear your story, this trap thing bores me, and word to jamal my time soon comes shortly, if your my right hand then my beef is your beef, my vid' is your vid'- the scene can't ignore me, cause when i turnt 14, i wasn't cutting cake in a party, for my b-day, i was online hitting sales like e-bay, see music is a change, still chasing snitches, like why you lying to the jakes?, get nicked, get a deal, then set fire to the rain, pass is never worth it, trust me man knows, them youths look raggo, them boy there plateaued, died in battle, i still wonder why we had burners from young, like alexandre pato, they're beefing with these low lifes, for them cold nights, i'm tryna' make music my whole life, i can't do it on my own fam i won't lie, so if you're on your own grind and you don't know a bag of man, you can be my santan danielle or my halli tam, if you're on your own grind and you don't know a bag of man, you can be my santan d-, this is jekyll and hyde, have you ever had a war with your mind? its like i'm two men, this is a tale of two men this is jekyll and hyde, have you ever had a war with your mind? its like i'm two men