kinda homeless

i've been kinda homeless since you went to tennessee, i'm half way off the grid and more than half way out to sea, my head's a little clearer, i erased the cocaine dealer from my phone, and i've been staying with some friends, you know the kinds who pay their rent, and own their homes, well i haven't been quite sober since you went away last spring, you know i needed a couple in me just to get my ring off, but i swear i'm getting better, with each confession letter that i write, but baby it's such a drag to see our friends while you're out, starting your new life, your new life, yeah, well i taught myself to sing, while you were out doing your thing, but did you stop and think, while i was out for a drink, i'd been kind of wishing that you never went away, the future is unwritten lord, but i'm just saying, i don't know what i'm doing, i don't know what i'm doing half the time, i'm face down pillow talking to myself, just like i've kinda lost my mind, face down pillow talking to myself, just like i've kind of lost my mind, half the time, face down pillow talking, while baby you went a walking, i can't say that i blame you, but i'm really not that same pathetic guy