a final word

so pick me up and sow me back together again, with two years gone i wake up right where i began, but i still dream of you each night, and i have changed, i am no longer the boy you thought you knew, and i don't deserve anything but the brutal truth, but you won't tell me now i've gone, so with these words i bid farewell to the best years i've ever had, and you're still young, it won't be hard for you to find, a better man, than i have ever been in all this time, and you were right, when you said i'd be leaving you behind, and i didn't plan it out, and i'm sorry that i kicked you while you were down, i broke these chains and i escaped but i've never felt so trapped, and it breaks my heart to know you'd ever think of me like that, i haven't been myself in weeks, i'm sorry darling it's been rough, but we'll make it out alive, and i can't thank you enough, cause you made me, a better man, than i ever thought that i could be, but i don't know, if i believe you were in love with me, cause i loved you so much, and it killed me that i wasn't worth your trust