wisdom

who am i fooling, besides myself?, she sees straight through me, i wish i could as well, 'cause i long to be worthy, of this love that we built, so i'm asking for mercy, while i fix myself, and i'm begging you please, dear, give me a moment to gather my thoughts, 'cause i'm tired and i'm lost, but i'm still here right by your side, when the morning unveils, but it still hurts like hell so i'm, begging god to grant me the strength, to change all that i can, and the wisdom to know what i can't, she was an anchor, and i'm lost in a sea, of my fear and my anger, with a heart i can't heal, but someday i'll deserve her, and hold her love like a shield, against the coldest of winters, and the doubt that bites at my heels, and i'm begging you please, dear, give me a moment to gather my thoughts, 'cause i'm tired and i'm lost, but i'm still here right by your side, when the morning unveils, but it still hurts like hell so i'm, begging god to grant me the strength, to change all that i can, and the wisdom to know who i am, so if you take my hand, can we start this all over again?