war

this is not me now, can you tell me, what am i becoming?, what am i doing to my self?, this is not me now, can you tell me why i'm self destructing?, how can i live with all this?, and i am breaking to pieces, how long will i lose this war, i can't take much more, i am losing now, will you help me?, how can i explain this?, how can i justify myself?, i am losing now, will you help me?, cause i can't remember, all that i've lived with for so long, i am breaking to pieces, how long will i lose this war, no i can't take much more, this is not me now, can you tell me what am i becoming?, what am i doing to myself?, what am i doing to myself?, i'm self-destructing, i am breaking to pieces, how long will i lose this war, i can't take much more, breaking to pieces, how long will i lose this war, now i can't take much more, and i am breaking to pieces, how long will i lose this war, i can't take much more