automaton

i might bet i've got control of my body, i might guess i choose the way that i move, i could take the credit but if i'm honest, my body seems to choose, like a dress knows what to do when the wind blows, campfire flames don't have a need to repeat, you and i do what we do when the time comes, we're patterns in the breeze, i'm automatic, mechanistic, my nature, can't admit it, is it me pushing the pump for blood flow?, is it me growing the hair that i got?, sure, my lungs do work while i'm sleeping, but do i control my thoughts?, i'm automatic, mechanistic, my nature, can't admit it, but focusing on my problems, hardly seems to solve them, i'm tired of hunting drama, i'm learning to live by karma