losing you again

i lay in the dark on your side of the bed, and the smell of your body drives me out of my head, i keep thinking any minute i feel you moving around, not a sound - not a sound, it don't make much sense try to figure it out, why you ran away or what it's all about, i don't make a difference it won't change a thing, not a thing - not a thing, i can take you're not here right now, and i'll know i'll get through this night somehow, i can make myself believe that this is the end, but i couldn't take losing you again, everywhere that i look it's you that i see, but it's my memory playing tricks on me, i see something move and i look around, there's not a sound not a sound, a heart should only have to die one time, and baby you know where i lost mine, and if you let me come back to you, baby i don't know what i do