this heart

this heart is tired and old, this heart is charcoal and cold, this heart throws the white flag where it gets hard and numb, i give up, i give in, to the whole of your skin, i give up, i give in, when you let go up again, i give up, i give in, am i doing this again?, i give up, this heart's been sleeping for months, this heart can't wait to see you, this heart doesn't wanna convince you that, this heart will not collapse, (what are you doing in these chambers?, and why are you sleeping in my ventricles?), (what are you doing in these chambers?, and why are you sleeping in my ventricles?), i give up, i give in, to the whole of your skin, (i give up, i give in, am i doing this again?), and i give up, i give in, we cannot go.