turning tables

was it the fact we come from the same womb, got the same ears but we ain't singing the same tune, half my life i saw you as a role model, used to know my pops, said he always drank them whole bottles, maybe at times you saw his face when you looked at mine, and i was too young to recognize a troubled mind, but now it's all so clear, we share the same blood and in a way we share the same fears, but i was never like you, i kept telling myself evil is unlike you, until i had a dream where you told me i should watch out, then i woke up and everything blocked out, guess we're turning tables and walking out, gotta act like i don't know you now, this is for the homie that let me down, hope i don't see you around, shit i can never tell if this was a test, you might as well kissed me on the cheek and stab me in the chest, and i will shake your hand, we're made from the same sand, i can try to, but i will never understand god's plan, we are not the same, and i could never wish you dead but i wish you the same pain that runs, through my veins, i thought i had you all figured out, and always assumed that we were walking the same route, never had a doubt, my heart kept bleeding and it still do, all it took for me was to catch a glimpse of the real you, wish i could heal you but it hurts me to say, the hurt and the pain is the reason why i'm turning away, guess we're turning tables and walking out, gotta act like i don't know you now, this is for the homie that let me down, hope i don't see you around, guess i don't know you no more, guess you don't know me no more