closer

here's to the closing door, here's to just one more, here's to all the damned, here's to the bloodshed, cant leave it alone, wont let me forget, rip off the bandage, and tear out the stitch, fed like a pig, off the shit in the dish, shrouded in burlap left for dead in the ditch, so callous so cold, colors expose, the death of love as we know it, the death or trust in us let go, it's getting closer all the time. i'm slipping farther all the time. i'm getting stronger all the time. i'm feeling so weak inside. i'm feeling better all the time. i'm slipping farther all the time. it's getting harder all the time, feels like i'm losing my mind. tied to the tracks and cursing the name. whiteout the thought, stare blank in the rain. lethal and used, cast out and worthless. befriending the foes, deception commence. so callous so cold, colors exposed. the death of life as we know it. the death of mirth in us let go, little pigs little pigs let me come in, not by the hair on your chinny chin chin chin, then i'll beat and i'll pound and i'll bash your fuckin brains in, here's to the splintered door, here's to you no more,