migraine

yeah, i remember when i first met you, yeah i never thought that i would forget you, never thought that i would ever upset you, when i never thought that i would ever regret you, yeah times change and my mind changed, can't get you out of my brain like a migraine, i really risked it all when the time came, all this shit had to hit me like a migraine, i don't know if i can call it my pain, all these problems just compressing like a sidechain, find fame, that's the only way that i can hide shame, so in this feeling, can't remember when the tides change, used to be thc like the, greenest weed anyone could ever fuckin breathe, i can feel the breeze, see the wind, see it through the trees, see it through the leaves, need to leave, can somebody please just throw me the keys?, and now you're really just my withdrawal, man, i really only hit you when this shit falls, i know your phone number more than your name, music's the one thing that covers me like a porch in the rain, to me, you really are just a force i contain, source of my pain, that's the only thing that can corner the flame, so why did i do this shit for you?, man it's holdin' me sane, can't get you out of my brain like a horrible stain, i remember when i first met you, yeah i never thought that i would forget you, never thought that i would ever upset you, when i never thought that i would ever regret you, yeah times change and my mind changed, can't get you out of my brain like a migraine, i really risked it all when the time came, all this shit had to hit me like a migraine, should have never let a girl, representin' everything i hate about the world, come up in my life and flip it straight into reverse, you was tryin' to make it hard, i was tryin' to make it work, that's a first and a last, homie told me "focus, leave the drama in the past", let it pass, hurt, people hurt, people true, funny how the lies lead to truth, when it's over, i ain't over you, and i ain't sober, know you rollin' too, love don't just get up and go, feelin's always here to taunt, i've been tryin to let it go, waitin for a text that i don't even want, but i can't front, i would probably say "i'm down", if shawty hit me with the "we should chill", if shawty hit me with the "are you down?", nah, nah, (think of it like the holocaust, never again, that is what got us here in the first place), yeah, there's a reason these cliches exist, i keep trying to forget, but my mind replays this kiss, ah, fuck, i don't mean to delay my bliss, i been all over the mix, and now she takes a sip, then we take it in, see my seat change and shift, it's a weekday and i got so much sleep, caving in, and now i really can't tell if this a, dream state, i'm in, if it is, i wake up depressed, that my dream days are missed, i'm telling myself "please don't let this be, fake, i'll trip", i told her "pinch me if it's real,", and then she came to pinch, and as she made her, way close to me, hey i flinch, switchin and i disappear into remains, i drifted a, away