freak

maybe i'm not the one who tries, living in a typical life, a typical lie, maybe i'm not losing my mind, i could be the one that lasts this time, and i swear it happened in portland, it came to me, fuck what you think is important, maybe i'm a freak and nobody knows my name, and nobody gets that strange to me is ordinary, so maybe i'm a freak but you freak me out, you freak me out, you freak me out, i love the feeling when i sleep at night, distractions running through my mind, but still sometimes i need a place where i can feel alright, i hope that i can last this time, and i swear it happened in portland, your nightmares came to me without warning, so maybe i'm a freak and nobody knows my name, and nobody gets that strange to me is ordinary, maybe i'm a freak and nobody knows my name, and nobody gets that strange to me is ordinary, so maybe i'm a freak but you freak me out, so tell me why it's so out of the question to be one of a kind, to be someone you like, there's so much more to me than could ever meet your eyes, so maybe i'm a freak and nobody knows my name, and nobody gets that strange to me is ordinary, maybe i'm a freak and nobody knows my name, and nobody gets that strange to me is ordinary, so maybe i'm a freak but you freak me out, you freak me out, you freak me out, you freak me out, maybe i'm a freak, maybe i'm a freak, so maybe i'm a freak but you freak me out