tattoo of the sun

i believe everything you say, cuz' you're not frightened, the way i've been so, so i follow you, just in case you lose your way, so glad you let me stay around, the chain link fence you climbed, to make forbidden lakes our own, your's and mine, and with ease of the sea gulls, we cut the engines and cruise high, in the summer sky, now i could speak to everything, but there's no room for my voice, when sweet feedback is, jumping through the hoop of your ear, ring there goes the phone, and then you're off again, on what the caller brings, so i went and trashed myself at the bar, confused for nothing, thinking you'd be there, i'm so embarrassed cuz it's you, who comes to take care of me, shambling home again with you to lead, and it's not the way i want to go, and i'm mad at you and i'm mad at me, talking endlessly, not a kind word to say, till your amber beads of wisdom come, and i want to write it down, just the way you said it, so i could keep it always, i can't forget the smell, of summer trees at midnight, bending backwards to please the wind, you touch the tattoo of the sun, on a warm belly that once, carried a baby for a while, then let that crackled leather jacket round you fold, red face saints monogrammed in gold, and in this beauty, i would not go any further, cuz i suddenly remembered, we can't live this way forever, idle daylight, i've never caught you in a lie, not until now, i feel somehow, the passing of these days gone by, what will you do when the feeling, that you have is through, i need to know, cuz i'll never stop hanging on to you, and it's times like this that i dread, when there's everything to say, and nothing left, to be said, and it makes me sad