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so it's me against myself, so i guess you really wouldn't understand, what it's like to be me, in this fucked up world, with a fucked-up past, don't want to feel anything again, promise me this, you'll still carry my name, what i'd do to never lose you, oh it's such a scary thought, from such a scary place, oh what i wouldn't do, oh what i wouldn't do, anything could be true, just tell me, it all meant something more, just tell me, it's more that i can hope for, just tell me that, it meant something more, that it meant more that i can hope for, so it's me against myself, and i guess you really wouldn't understand, what it's like to be me, in this fucked up world, with a fucked-up past, don't want to feel anything again, your pain is mine, where the fuck do you think it came from, where does the sadness come from, when does the sadness go away, when does it go, what i'd do to never lose you, oh it's such a scary thought, from such a scary place, oh what i wouldn't do, oh what i wouldn't do, anything could be true, where does the sadness come from, when does the sadness go away