runaway train

i saw the writing on the wall, in fact you painted me a picture, and i don't know why i cared, enough to mold myself to fit you, my heart is a runaway train, speeds so fast that i can't catch it, is the pleasure worth the pain?, when did i become so reckless?, i've never been that good at love, i tell myself that i don't need it, but i just can't stay away, i want so badly to believe it, my heart is a runaway train, speeds so fast that i can't catch it, is the pleasure worth the pain?, when did i become so reckless?, another note in the middle of the night, saying "i can't stay but i promise you i tried,you're gonna be fine", so i take your things and i shove them in a closet, swear i'm done but i always break my promise, in case this one's it, my heart is a runaway train, speeds so fast that i can't catch it, is the pleasure worth the pain?, when did i become so reckless?, when did i become so reckless?