killing me again

sneakin' 'round after midnight, there's no one there to see me, participating on the wrong side, then i hear a voice in my mind, when i see you running away, it makes me wanna cry, when i see you, reminding me of the day i had to die, don't you know that in my heart i still can feel the pain, cause when i see you it's like killing me again, a holy king is returning, it could be any time, he's coming back for a spotless bride, not for those who've got something they're trying to hide