down to the river

i am no survivor, nothing here survived, dying on that road with you, dissolving in that fire, so how do i go forward dear when, you were my whole life, i go down to the river without you, i go down to the river without you, i go down to the river without you, i lay down, i go down to the river without you, i go down to the river without you, i lay down, too weak to remember, too sad to forget, rushing down the steepness, to feed and to be fed, so if i beg you one more time, to lay me down to rest, go go go and find it, don't come home without it, in these weaker moments leave it there, so thin the air, the wall, the will to move on, so thin the air, i go down to the river without you, i go down to the river without you, i go down to the river without you, i lay down, i go down to the river without you, i go down to the river without you, i lay down