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it's happening so fast, how do i make this last, do i even want it?, cause if i can't be what i want, like a ship without a dock, i'd rather be sinking instead of just floating, i'm never gunna be, never gunna be, you're never gunna see, never gunna see, cause i don't want my whole life confined to a single word, i wanna live a life i love, i want silence from above, can i even have it?, cause if all death meant was that we get to start again, would you slow down the pace, or would you speed up to face your fate, i'm never gunna be, never gunna be, you're never gunna see, never gunna see, cause i don't want my whole life confined to a single word, the thought of all of this leaves me so overwhelmed, when there's no one left to hate, we learn to hate ourselves, i do the things i fear the most, cause i'm afraid i'll lose control, i've never felt alive, i'm trying to, i'm dying to inside, i'm never gunna be, never gunna be, you're never gunna see, never gunna see, cause i don't want my whole life confined to a single, i'm never gunna be, never gunna be, you're never gunna see, never gunna see, i don't want my whole life confined to a single word