stay down

, i wasn't a fighter 'til somebody told me, i had better learn to lean into the punch, so i don't hurt as bad when they leave, there you were, turning your cheek, i look at you and you look at a screen, i'm in the back seat of my body, i'm just steering my life in the video game, similar accent, a different name, it's a slow down, so would you teach me i'm the villain, aren't i, aren't i the one?, constantly repenting for a difficult mind, push me down into the water like a sinner, hold me under and i'll never come up again, i'll just stay down, it's a half-life, it's a fallout, it takes so long for me to settle down, and when i finally do there's no one else around, so i stay down, so i stay down, so i stay down, so i stay down, so i stay down