good enough

i don't know why he left but he's been gone for seven months, there's a tension in the air that's not so fun, mom's been losing weight, i can tell she's not okay, i wonder if it's my fault he went away, i feel like i'm drowning, i feel like i'm broken, i've been ripped down the middle, i am ripped down the middle, my house is a war zone, my life is a battle, and i'm stuck in the middle, i am stuck in the middle, whatever i did, i would take it all back, i'd circle the world to get back what we had, tell me what must i do to deserve your love, is there any way i'll ever be good enough?, is there any way i'll ever be good enough?, i don't know why he left but i don't think he's coming back, relationships don't come easy to me, i never learned how to love or how to stay when things get rough, how can you know something you've never seen?, i feel like a hurricane, my heart is breaking, it's been ripped down the middle, i am ripped down the middle, i feel like a lost cause, all i ever do is screw up, ever since i was little i've been ripped down the middle, whatever i did, i would take it all back, i'd circle the world to get back what we had, tell me what must i do to deserve your love, is there any way i'll ever be good enough?, is there any way i'll ever be good enough?, i've spent my life trying to hide all of my weakness from everyone, i try so hard to play the part, cover all my scars, but it's never enough, no it's never enough, whatever i did, i would take it all back, i'd circle the world for you mom and dad, tell me what must i do to deserve your love, is there any way i'll ever be good enough?, is there any way i'll ever be good enough?, is there anything in this world that i could do?, is there any way i'll ever be, maybe i'm already, good enough