cold

looking back at me i see, that i never really got it right, i never stopped to think of you, i'm always wrapped up in, things i cannot win, you are the antidote that gets me by, something strong, like a drug that gets me high, what i really meant to say, is i'm sorry for the way i am, i never meant to be so cold, never meant to be so cold, to you i'm sorry about all the lies, maybe in a different light, you could see me stand on my own again, cause now i can see, you were the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high, i never meant to be so cold, i never really wanted you to see, the screwed up side of me that i keep, locked inside of me so deep, it always seems to get to me, i never really wanted you to go, so many things you should have known, i guess for me there's just no hope, i never meant to be so cold,