the gun

i was just kid, didn't know you leave, if you'd return, if you even wanted me, i was angry, i couldn't understand, it was hard to trust, any man, i don't blame you for tonight, it wasn't you i was looking for, wrong place i picked the fight, instead walking out that door, i guess it was bound to come, i just happened to have the gun, i was trouble, that's what people say, i suppose god, made us both that way, guess you raised me right, like you wanted to, never once around, still just like you, i don't blame you for tonight, it wasn't you i was looking for, wrong place i picked the fight, instead walking out that door, i guess it was bound to come, i just happened to have the gun, they say they can't believe, that it ever took this long, as i sit here in the backseat of a cop car, seems just like a dream, but i know it's real, now that you're gone, no more pain to kill, i don't blame you for tonight, it wasn't you i was looking for, wrong place i picked the fight, instead walking out that door, i guess it was bound to come, i just happened to have the gun, i just happened to have the gun