more than i knew

i gave you my heart on a platter, it was stupid, i gave you my life like it mattered, but you took it, i know that people tell me that it's gonna take time, but time feels like forever when you ain't by my side, i was young and foolish for breaking the spell, and now it just feels like i'm guilting myself, i found every reason to spin this around, oh why, why, why, why, i missed you so much more than i ever loved you, i'm better at needing you now than when i had you, oh i, i know i complained, but now you're all that i crave, maybe i just loved you more than i knew, the truth is so hard to remember when it's fading, and all i can think about is what worked, it's amazing, it's funny how back then we always focused on the fact, and now it seems like you're the best thing i ever had, i was young and foolish for breaking the spell, and now it just feels like i'm guilting myself, i found every reason to spin this around, oh why, why, why, why, i missed you so much more than i ever loved you, i'm better at needing you now than when i had you, oh i, i know i complained, but now you're all that i crave, maybe i just loved you more than i knew, i know in my heart we're not meant to be, if things were that good you'd be here with me, or maybe i ruined a perfect thing, yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah, i missed you so much more than i ever loved you, i'm better at needing you now than when i had you, oh i, i know i complained, but now you're all that i crave, maybe i just loved you more than i knew