letter to my unborn child

yeah. this a letter to my unborn child, now ever since my birth for what it's worth i've been hurt, i feel like a daddy is something everyone deserves, so my child is in it's way, i sorta kinda need you, and daddy cannot wait to meet you and greet you, even feed you, yeah, so you can eat right. and i'm excited as a man that i can teach life, and man i've seen right what it is, i'll never be a dead-beat cause i can see another man tryina take you in, ya momma happy that we havin you, and she a handful so i know you bout to have some attitude, but that's cool, cause it's makin me a better dad, and i just wanna be the father that i never had, you, my better half, happy to me, and i wrote this letter just in case something happened to me, so i wanna say stay positive and i love you cause your the best thing that ever happended to me, see ya daddy is a go getta, lifes crazy but i'm young so i'm willin to grow with ya, am i scared, hell yeah it's a kid. scary cause their growing in a life full of sin, i hate it, but i gotta deal with it daily so i'm goin twice as hard so a nigga can make it, and if i die, i just want you to know, you always got ya uncle derrick and peo, ya uncle kj and ya god dad moe, them the men i know is gonna keep you and god close, but i don't wanna go, so i ain't tryina jinx it, lifes short but i don't plan on leavin, i gotta lot of teachin, heh, like gotta praise the lord with me, be bored with me, and even watch sports with me, lord forgive me cause i'm tryin, i know i'm movin fast but i kinda can't help it, i'm excited, if i'm lyin, i'm dyin in this lifestyle. tomorrows not promised so a nigga livin in the right now, so with all of my heart and with all of my smiles, this a letter to my unborn child