indecision

well i found my inspiration there, in silent whispers it just came to me so clear, simple question of what was i doing there, hesitation, when i'm standing with my prey, indecision, of if i should blow him away, it's kind of strange, what happened from that moment on, what more can i say than reason he was gone, what they were asking was more than i could bear, execution, what more can.can i say, the realization, of blowing a brother away, something in me was gone, something in me was gone, simple question of what was i doing there, execution, it was not a part of me, the realization, of how things are going to be, in my commitment to staying away from guilt, i feel no emotion for those i have gone and killed, heartless devotion to saving the rest of me. i take my gun and i give it to my prey, i turn my back to him and start to walk away, all i want is for someone to stop me there, don't want redemption, don't want salvation. in my commitment to staying away from guilt, i feel no emotion for those i have gone and killed. heartless devotion to saving the rest of me.