tv

i woke up - depressed as fuck, i wanna sit around and tell you how it sucks, how it's hard to walk with spaghetti legs, and a mind that's freaking out about the world we're in, i feel like quicksand's, sucking me down to my last limb, i'm at the bottom of the ocean and i can't swim, i'm at the bottom of the ocean, and i might just quit, i keep the tv on to drown out the sound, my mind is way too loud, my mind's way too loud, i keep the tv on to drown out the sound, my mind is way too loud, my mind's way too loud, shh, went to bed feeling sick again, i try to stop the voices in my head, holding on tight while my room spins, take a deep breath as the fear sets in, i love distractions, taking my mind off of life 'cause, everything thing about it makes me anxious, every single day i try to cope with it, i keep the tv on to drown out the sound, my mind is way too loud, my mind's way too loud, i keep the tv on to drown out the sound, my mind is way too loud, my mind's way too loud, shh, i keep the tv on to drown out the sound, my mind is way too loud, my mind's way too loud, i keep the tv on to drown out the sound, my mind is way too loud, my mind's way too loud, shh, tv on, tv on, tv on, tv on, drown it, drown it, drown it, drown it, don't turn off the tv please