to be alone

never feel too good in crowds, with folks around, when they're playing, the anthems of rape culture loud, crude and proud creatures baying, all i've ever done is hide, from our times when you're near me, honey, when you kill the lights, and kiss my eyes, i feel like a person for a moment of my life, but you don't know what hell you put me through, to have someone kiss the skin that crawls from you, to feel your weight in arms i'd never use, it's the god that heroin prays to, it feels good, girl, it feels good, it feels good, girl, it feels good, it feels good, girl, it feels good, oh to be alone with you, there are questions i can't ask, now at last the worst is over, see the way you hold yourself, reel against your body's borders, i know that you hate this place, not a trace of me would argue, honey, we should run away, oh someday, our baby and her momma, and the damaged love she made, but i don't know what else that i would do, than try to kiss the skin that crawls from you, than feel your weight in arms i'd never use, it's the god that heroin prays to, it feels good, girl, it feels good, it feels good, girl, it feels good, it feels good, girl, it feels good, oh to be alone with you, it feels good, girl, it feels good, it feels good, girl, it feels good, it feels good, girl, it feels good, oh to be alone with you