you tell a tale

i search your words, fish for breaks in every line. you say you'll paint a picture in my mind. i'm paying attention to details, and searching for any misleading ideas, you tell a tale. one grand enough to carry me away. 'cause i know where you've been, and i know what you've done with him. i hope it's worth what we lost. take your time with your goodbyes, 'cause this will be the last time, i sit by with eyes closed tight. and it's hard to know, if i had caught this months ago. i could have faced myself, saved myself from this disease. it's killing me faster, with every single second you are gone. you needed an answer but when i said, "yes", i meant "forevermore!", 'cause i know where you've been, and i know what you've done with him. i hope its worth what we lost. take your time with your goodbyes, 'cause this will be the last time, i sit by with eyes closed tight. i look into your eyes, and see that your colors changing, i wish that i could change with you, and when you said forever did you mean it to be true?, or was it another tale from you?, i look into your eyes, and see that your colors changing, i wish that i could change with you, and when you said forever did you mean it to be true?, or was it another tale from you?, i look into your eyes, and see that your colors changing, i wish that i could change with you, and when you said forever did you mean it to be true?, or was it another tale from you?, i look into your eyes, and see that your colors changing, i wish that i could change with you, and when you said forever did you mean it to be true?, or was it another tale from you?