giver

i called my brother, yelling out, i fell in love and then fell out, and i don't know if i can take the hit, i let a stranger in my bed, and i pretended you were him, cause i needed to feel wanted, and i gotta, oh, i gotta find another way, another way, but i gotta, oh, i gotta find another way, another way, i'm learning to live, i'm trying to be better, i'm learning to give, but i don't know if i'm a giver, i'm learning to live, i'm trying to be better, i'm learning to give, but i don't know if i'm a giver, i don't know if i'm a giver, every day's another shot, but all i do is fuck it up, screaming cause i've got it too good to cry, i put the medicine inside my head, apologize for all the things i said, girl it takes guts to just survive, i gotta, oh, i gotta find another way, another way, i'm learning to live, i'm trying to be better, i'm learning to give, but i don't know if i'm a giver, i'm learning to live, i'm trying to be better, i'm learning to give, but i don't know if i'm a giver, i don't know if i'm a giver, i don't know if i'm a giver, i got so much soul in my body, but no one keeping me honest, and whole days turn into holes in my mind, i got high hopes lots of potential, i'm high, broke, searching for symbols, and i will not let go of what is mine, i got so much soul in my body, but no one keeping me honest, and whole days turn into holes in my mind, i got high hopes lots of potential, i'm high, broke, searching for symbols, and i will not let go of what is mine, i'm learning to live, i'm trying to be better, i'm learning to give, but i don't know if i'm a giver, i'm learning to live, i'm trying to be better, i'm learning to give, but i don't know if i'm a giver, i don't know if i'm a giver