smoke 'n' mirrors

, look at myself i see my face, in blurry visions everyday, smoke 'n' mirrors, blind me from the way, smoke 'n' mirrors, blind me from the way, i see your hidden agenda, had to send me shit, but i'm killing the sender, riding on my shit, then i left it to render, and nigga i'm the shit, came up with like i'm slender, man, i'm on a high one, counting all my worries, counting all my monies, suck one, i don't give a shit, and i'm not wearing your tees, i've got my old girls, now here, chilling on knees, i've got my new girls, now here, willing to please, i'm on the next ting, quick ting, why not check things, still i'm still a young ting, ain't that something, living life like i never thought i could, with my team here around and everything is all good, and then i, look at myself i see my face, in blurry visions everyday, smoke 'n' mirrors, blind me from the way, smoke 'n' mirrors, blind me from the way, i grew up poor, everyday i wore that same dirty yankee cap, roll over my eyes, i didn't want to talk to no one i was angry, fast-forward to a month ago i was in the new era, office and they let me take what i like imagine that, i guess things do change, couldn't afford family holidays growing up, but today i been on two planes, never begged it, why you have to go making a scene, my bars go over heads like michelangelo painting a ceiling, life's like a motion picture, we are blinded by smoke and mirrors, and lies we're told to give up her the desire, to go and buy all the things we can't afford but convinced that we need, i just want to be happy and not live on the street, they fucking with my chakra, i'm just tryna do me, you idealize some guy that's lying and hide behind the jewelry, their heart is empty and their soul is hollow, living like there's no tomorrow, i know every moments borrowed, smoke 'n' mirrors, blind me from the way, smoke 'n' mirrors, blind me from the way, i don't wanna get lost on this long road, i've been looking for something hoping it unfolds, but i see a lot of smoke in the air, another look in the mirror but the reflection is unknown, i'm a grown man loosing my mind, i tell myself i'm doing just fine too many times, but man a dead weight, my boy say, "get your head straight", i'm like "brother you can say that again", but i never would imagine this chain of events, i remember when i just wanted some fame in the ends, trying to do all the same as my friends, and it's funny how i switched up, maybe sing your next song, why we wanna see clear looking through the, i don't wanna be here, when i get a glimpse, look at myself i see my face, in blurry visions everyday, smoke 'n' mirrors, blind me from the way, smoke 'n' mirrors, blind me from the way